BEDA8: 12:51

D a t e | Thursday April 09, 2009
W e a t h e r | better. almost warm. was raining at one point, but I’ll talk about that more later.
M o o d | My room is really warm because the heater just went on, and I very much want to cuddle between my sheets and dream of sweet things, but instead I am here, writing to your eyes who have not heard from me for more than twentyfour hours. Sorry. D: I didn’t turn the computer on yesterday and… I’ll explain better in the second section.
This day was 83% good and 12% bad.
Song of the Day | Wade Johnston – Tip Jar (Hi.)

(It is a ukulele song, very sweet, true story, nice voice, quiet.)

B e s t thing that happened :

Going Jumbo-ing.

W o r s t thing that happened :

I hate people who hover and try to think up of things to say to try to get a conversation going. Sometimes, I have very little patience.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Josh + soda
2. Sharna suddenly grabbing my shirt, thereby flashing the guys. (Other than Jaymie who was sitting behind Sharna and was hidden by the whole ‘wardrobe malfunction’. Josh&Chris certainly got an eyeful though, loll)
3. I have a gnome & thunderbolts on the back of my cellphone, and it looks amazing. No joke.
4. Messing around in Crime&Punishment.
5. Talking with Sam at the library.
6. Talking in the lightest of rains with Azeem, Jaymie, Brad and Chris about whether we should walk the bridge or not.
7. Roundhousekickfives.
8. Power house pound-its.
9. Nam texting me: “Why are you at the pizza place with a posse?” Made me (:
10. Talking of expansion with the Thursday gang: exploring the possibilities beyond the pizza place. What other restaurants to go to? What other hangout spots?
11. Valerie kissed me. It was baconlove.
12. Getting my ‘uniform’ from smart set. Hudjabadijaja. I am working next Thursday (damn, no jumbo for me. D: ) and Saturday.
13. Signing Jaymie’s shoes
14. I am so tired so gnightkthnx.

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :

Valerie + bacon.

Food Challenge :

Failed: got home at 9h30, when I had dinner.

Same thing last night.

God I am craving fooooooooood. How did I resist?!

g’night pompeii.

BEDA7: Cold fingers

D a t e | Tuesday, April 07, 2009
W e a t h e r | windy au BOUTTE! (25km/h)
S u n  r i s e | 6h22  s e t | 7h29
M o o d | It is most unpleasant to type while your fingers are frozen and have seemingly forgotten how to perform mundane tasks – such as typing.
This day was 80% good and 8% bad.
Song of the Day | The Libertines – Don’t Look Back Into the Sun

B e s t thing that happened :

spending the day?

W o r s t thing that happened :

not having heat in my room

I have not done any school work for the past three nights, not counting this one. I THINK IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO GET MY BRAIN BACK INTO MOTION, DON’T YOU? April = doomsdaymonth.

Also: my sister&I accidentally revealing to my dad (through a series of jokes) that his memory is … not what it used to be. ): Teasing aside, I hope he doesn’t feel too bad about it.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Going to the girl’s washroom with Josh. Going into stall next to Josh. Continuing conversation with Josh until he says he can’t hear me over the pee. Getting out of stalls with Josh; washing hands. Josh commenting on the cleanliness of the girl’s bathroom; girl/stranger walking into girl’s bathroom. Josh and I laughing our asses off.
2. A girl forgot her umbrella on the bus, so I ran out after her and gave it back.
3. Lunch with Josh, Sasha, Mass, Francisish
4. Playing cowboy with des attaches duo-tang and an agricultural pocketknife
5. Actually having a good, consistent laughs around the dinner table.
6. Sharing sweets with Vi
7. I was walking a couple steps up from a security guard at Champlain, and when we got the doors, I opened it and let him pass through first. And he insisted: “Ben non, c’est toujours les femmes en premier. (:” and I was like; O: why aren’t you half your age and a student here? loll It was then that it struck me that real men – real gentlemen – are hard to find. They don’t make them like that anymore, lol

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :

Getting lots of stares in Law class. Lykhiyeah I know I’m not registered here, but no need to gawk like I’m a llama at Place Portobello.

Gaspard says: MMMMKAY BETCHES?

Food Challenge :

Something Winsane&I are going to do together.

*        winsane    (L)(ap) says (12:20 AM):
LOL
i think
we should make a challenge.
moi aussi jsuis trop gourmande
let’s limit our day to:
-breakfast
-lunch
-a snack
-supper
-a snack (before 9pm)

Rule : Fruits&Veggies don’t count as snacks. If we need brainfood after 9pm, it will have to be fruits&veggies.

D: I already feel like I’m two squares behind the ‘Go/Start’ box on the gameboard. I’m off the damn thing, even. Well, if Winsane will do it with me… I suppose things will turn out okay. And if they don’t…

HEY, GIMME THE UN. LOL.

My wallet is sad D:

Let us review the facts:

• Cahier ligné | - 3$
• Sony Cybershot | - 200$
• Smart Set uniform clothes | - 85$
• Oscar et la Dame Rose | - 14,02$
• Stapler | - 2,57$
• Last IGA paycheck | + 80$
• File Folder | - 1,70$
• Two pens (LOVETHEM. FROM DOLLARAMA. LOVE THEM.) | - 1$
• Money back for school supplies | + >500$
• Tax stuff | + who knows$

I would go on but I can’t remember much right now because it is WAY TOO LATE AND I WANTED TO GO TO BED BY TWELVE. WINSANE: NEW RULE! GO TO BED BY 1AM EVERY NIGHT. AMEN.

BEDA4: Shawshank Redemption

D a t e | Saturday April 04, 2009
W e a t h e r | rainy, 20km/h winds, teeth chattering.
S u n  r i s e | 6h27  s e t | 7h26
M o o d | I left my uniform in an IGA bag on the boss’ desk.
This day was 76% good and 38% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :

Three hugs.

W o r s t thing that happened :

Balancer pour la dernière fois.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Keep catching each other trying to catch each other’s eyes.
2. Stealing as many things as I could from the store on my last day. LOL

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
Après que j’ai fini de balancer ma caisse, I stopped in the middle of putting my cash away and asked Annie if that’s what I should be doing, because today was my last day and I wouldn’t be coming back for my enveloppe, and she said: “Ouais mais quelqu’un d’autre va l’utiliser après toi.”

And that’s when it really hit me that I wasn’t coming back.

BEDA3: Before-last day

D a t e | Friday April 03, 2009
W e a t h e r | really humid throughout the day; did my French exam with a window slightly open which made the air feel a little damp but I loved it so much that I just kept writing stuff on my paper until the teacher threw me out. ;D Evening: downpour. Srsly.
M o o d | (: Loved the humidity. Wasn’t such a fan of the clouds bursting all over and ruining a potential moment, and URGH IT WAS MY LAST FRIDAY AT IGA AND I FEEL BUMMED BECAUSE *POTENTIAL MOMENT*. D’:
This day was 86% good and 19% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :

Finishing at 9h30. Even if I am supposed to finish at 9h, because my hourly bus passes at 9h22. But I was able to ‘closer’ avec tout le monde, and… *potential moment*. (shuttup, I’ll say it another times in this post)

W o r s t thing that happened :

Finding out they weren’t giving me hours next week.
D: Sadface to the max.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. POTENTIAL MOMENTTTT.
2. Talking to François and Jessy about the paranormal, and sex changes. LOL
3. Talking to Brucie about traveling
4. OH MY GODDE WINSANE IS GOING TO PARISSSSSSSSS!! ♥
5. Doing French exam in humid room
6. English class: everyone making funny noises&wailing&watching Dante’s Inferno movie which is SO weird?!
7. PARISPARISPARISPARIS! <3

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
As I was getting out of the car, the door swung back on me and hit me on the face, and now I have this random blotch/bruise thing and whatthehellshtoopidface. LOL.

Song of the day:

Michelle Williams | We Break the Dawn

We‘re bigger than this tiny town.

Paris

OH MY GODDE, GUESS WHO IS GOING TO PARIS?

WINSANE.

AND EMY.

WINSANE WITH EMY.

Je capote. Seriously, they could not have chosen better people to go. I do not know two nicer, more genuine people who are more deserving of exploring chaque recoin de Paris ensemble. (: They will have the time of their lives, take way too many pictures, have loud moments, have quiet moments, have tourist moments, have fantastic moments of stuffing their faces with french food. I hope they will have too much fun to be missing home, because home will always be here for them when they get back, anyway. <3

(I can’t wait to buy goingawaypresents, to pack bags, to hugcrywave goodbye, to receive the first postcard, to hear all the stories when they get back, to pour over everything, to see them come back changed, but always the same person who left. C’est dur à expliquer, mais… Wow, I feel happy when they are happy. Maybe that is what love is; wanting the best for someone, even if it means not being able to see them for a while.

Comme je t’aime weeface. (: I know you will feel infinite, à Paris. <3)

Portugal

Speaking of traveling:

At the end of my last year of college, MsLopes offered me a non-paying job in Portugal. All I would have to do is go to the beach (ohnoes) or do whatever else with her little nephew. He has trouble learning English, so all I would have to do is talk English all the time. LYK HELLO, I DO THAT ALL THE TYM. I would have to pay my own plane ticket, but the boy’s family (and MsLopes’s closest family friends) would provide me with food and a roof over my head. They also have a daughter who is my age, so I wouldn’t get sick of hanging with a tinykid all the time. And MsLopes wants me to meet her grandson. Apparently, he is like Mathiew. (You know what I mean, Winsane LOL)

I didn’t go last summer, because my parents didn’t want me to. They thought it would be a bad idea to not get payed for anything, and that I would have to pay for my own plane ticket.

But here’s the deal. If I am going to visit a different country, I am still going to pay my own way. This way, I will also be able to practice teaching a bit without the pressure, see if it is something I could be interested in. I could be dunked in this new society where I do not know a living soul, see if I can survive. Also: HI, BEACH. WOW. WHADDUP. None of that fake sand stuff au Parc Jean Drapeau – PORTUGAL HAS THE REAL DEAL. And I wouldn’t have to pay for food or a flat. M’essemble que c’est pas si pire, non?

… Je sais pas. I should start saving my money.

Potential moment/109

Third ‘p’:

After work, I was walking outside of the grocery store and it was pouring out. Shame, because potential moment would have become *MOMENT!* because… 109 was going one way, but turned back, and I turned back, and … if there had been a roof, WHO KNOWS. But I told him to get out of the rain, and straight home (il habite 5 minutes de la). En tout cas. Je sais pas. Shtoopid rain.

I know I am being unclear, but I am just really focused on travelling right now, LOL.

En tout cas.

Je vous laisse.

(I was supposed to finish writing this three hours ago, MAIS BON. Epic fail, genre.)

(:

BEDA2.2:

D a t e | Thursday April 02, 2009
W e a t h e r | warm, sunny, slightly humid, warm winds, PERFECT.
M o o d | Got home, and the day was setting outside. I took my dirty outside clothes off, washed my face, lotioned my legs, crawled into an oversized tee and slipped between two soft blankets. With the door closed, I kept the curtains half open, and unfastened the window’s hinges for the first time in months. By seven, I was bathing between sheets of the warmest, sweetest air, and felt happy on a whole other plane.
This day was 84% good and 9% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :

The mood really set the tone for the evening. (:

W o r s t thing that happened :

Not handing in my music essay on time?
Blurgh.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Finding out what Azeem plans on doing after college. I have so much respect for him for pursuing his dreams, and I really wish him the best. (:
2. Talking with Dave&Jaymie.
3. Remembering college with Dave; it’s funny how we complete each others’ memories.
4. Jumbo Thursday. NUFF SAID?! One spinach, One bacon&chicken. Spinach will be a staple, that’s for sure. <3 It’s always the first one to go, haha.
5. Phone conversation: even though they weren’t deep or meaningful, I still enjoyed them. I don’t think you realized I was in bed and being lulled to sleep the pure relaxing mood of it all – the heavy air, the shadows cast on my ceiling by the streetlight, the sound of your voice. Hope I wasn’t disappointing in my inability to make captivating conversation, but I was getting high on it all and couldn’t think of any way the moment could have been any more perfect.

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
Dave pointing out my knee-high socks on the bus ride home, and commenting on how it feels weird wearing those when you have hairy legs.

Song of the day:

Lady Sovereign | Those Were The Days

CoffeeDate.

D a t e | Wednesday, April 01, 2009
W e a t h e r | rainy, cold. 31 km/h winds, 87% humidity.
S u n R i s e | 6:33am  S e t | 7:22pm
M o o d | The lamp in my room has been out for about a month now, and I am missing its warmth DEARLY. I. Am. Freezing.
This day was about 77% good, and 14% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :
English class? Surprisingly enough. Maybe. Meh.

W o r s t thing that happened :

Being interrupted by people when my brain is actually being productive.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Finding Dan Levy’s blogue. I LOVE.
2. Reading Dante’s Inferno aloud in class. … I like reading aloud.
3. Brucie (religion teacher) asking me about writing. And my future. And being able to discuss that for a bit with someone who knows what the hell they’re talking about.
4. Winsane providing me with the icon used for this post. SHE KNOWS WHAT I AM AFTER. ♥ Que je t’aime. (: (même si ta maison est infestée d’araignées, c’est correcte parce que tu les chasses après et ça me fait que trop rire<3)

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
I just noticed that the blue I used as the title font matches my shirt prettymuch exactly. :/ Hm. Between us, my sister&I have bought 5/7 colours from the Jacob 3/4sleeve sweatershirt collection. She wore purple today ; I wore blue. we’renotobsessed.

Kiss you on the cheek, and you can call it treason. (:

I haven’t done one of these in a while.

D a t e : Tuesday, February 10, 2009
W e a t h e r : glissant.
M o o d : Tired. Freezing. MISSING THE SUN.
This day was about 87% good, and 12% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :
Laughing at the library this morning. (:

&OMG. Potentially getting a job at Smart Set in March!? Je. Capote.

W o r s t thing that happened :

Waking up to Alex’s breakup news.

And receiving Shannon’s message. I hate it when she’s sad; I wish I could be *there with her all the time. Wish there wasn’t all this distance between us; wish I could give her a hug and make it all disappear. I’d do almost anything to get her smiling again.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Discovering gummy yogourt Campino. They. are. love.
2. Going around school with Sharna, asking people if they wanted to play the dating game.
3. Crawling into Vi’s bed this morning when she was drying her hair. She makes everything better. (:
4. PS: people complimenting me on my earrings. I know it’s stupid and petty, but it still made me smile.

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
Squeezing everyone into music class. LOL, imposters. For once, I’M THE ONE REGISTERED!

&having lunch afterwards was fun as well. (:

Weememe #220908

(wii-mii-muh-m. wiimiim. weemeem.)

Feeling: sore. and really tired.
Wearing: an old navy tshirt &most comfy pajama pants in the world (bought@garage; but don’t hit me. it’s fuzzy inside and so, so warm. <3)
Wishing: I had more time to study for poliSci and do my philosophy hmwk
Needing: sleep.
Thinking: I want to wear my 14$ AE hoodie. ♥
Wondering: if I’m going to pass tomorrow’s exam. :\
Raving About: how I love college. (:
Ranting About: how the right-side of my bob is flicking outwards, instead of inwards. So annoying, dammit.
Fangirling/Drooling Over: UN2.0
Thankful For: good friends.
Planning: bus schedules for tomorrow:

• go to loblaws@8
• get to school by 10
• go to work @4
• take bus back@ 9h22

Dreading: tomorrow’s exam.
Wanting: to slip into the comfiest bed alive: my own. Crisp sheets ftw. <3
Hoping: my eyes don’t die on me before I’ve had a chance to recopier mes notes.

About Me # ??

MY NAME IS STA-CEY

D a t e : Tuesday, September 2, 2008
W e a t h e r : hotte.
M o o d : I am sooo tired right now. ofghfdogfd.
This day was about 92% good, and 6% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :
DOGHDFOGDF

WAY TOO MANY FUCKING THINGS. ♥

W o r s t thing that happened :

Worrying about the consequences to the 200$-meat incident? (for like… ten seconds.)

And then losing my swipe card. Fuck.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel A WHOLE LOT better :

1. Trying to look for the E-Bloc free-printing lab with Julie, Alexandra, and another girl. We walked around E-Bloc for ages before finally finding a secret, unoccupied computer lab. It wouldn’t print, but I found out how to make it work. I was so proud of myself. X)
2. Randomly running into Mashy Saam at school? It was funny, I liked it. (:
3. Peter asking me about Champlain. Idk, I’m a dork. I really wish the conversation had lasted longer though.
4. GETTING A BONUS ON MY FIRST EVER COLLEGE ASSIGNMENT!? Pft, FECK YEAH. WHO ROCKS COLORS?! I ROCK COLORS. ♥ (Thank you Mr. Lemay, haha.)
5. Getting my first (real) paycheck in the mail. 239,40 baby. Who’s ballin’ now? :P
6. Getting the UN 2.0.
7. Discovering livelavalive. HE ROCKS. <3
8. My world in general > yours. (:

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
Seeing FB guy with a tooque. lololol. It was way too early morning. Maybe I was hallucinating.
(But I so wasn’t.)

I totally feel like dancing.

OMFG TOMORROW IS WEDNESDAY.
THAT MEANS SHANFACE IS GOING TO TEXT ME.
I. CAN’T. FUCKING. WAIT.
♥

I’ve totally been timing my showers since you’ve been gone, hunny.

(ahahahaha.)

♫ THEY CALL ME QUIETTT
BUT I’M A RI-ATTTTT. ♪
That’s not my NAME!

Sometimes I just laugh to myself.
Sometimes it’s embarrassing.
Sometimes I’m too busy laughing to care.
Sometimes I wish to never change.
(:

About Me #6

D a t e : Sunday August 3, 2008
W e a t h e r : Overcast, slight drizzle. FORKS-WORTHY WEATHER.
M o o d : I just finished watching Salad Fingers. WTFPLZ?!!
This day was about 89% good, and 8% bad.

B e s t thing that happened :
I talked to Nathan today. (: Like it was old times.
(But more on that later)

W o r s t thing that happened :
I didn’t get to talk to Nestor that much? Which was disappointing, but…
More on that later too.

Here are 3 l i t t l e things that made me feel a tiny bit better :

1. FINALLY getting my birthday prezzies from Becca from Amanda, who was holding them hostage. XD Becs, you’re the best. (: You may think you’re not a great gift-giver, but you’re such a great listener. Thanks. <3
2. Getting a random text message from CoffeeHero. XD “Il mouille et j’ai envie de pipi. life is wonderful.”
3. Looking through Amanda’s IKEA [Eye-key-yah vs eee-ki-ahh] with her, eating desert with a knife&fork, then going outside &swinging on the rocking-couch.
4. BONUS! Watching Gene Simmons’ Family Jewels with Michelle&Amanda
5. BONUS#2! Suddenly remembering&calling Amanda eight minutes after leaving her house to remind her that her mum had reminded me to remind her to take Beebs out before I left.
6. BONUS#3! Knowing that Shahab had advised Becca to buy me a pair of converses for my birthday. (: I dunno, it just made me happy.
7. BONUS#4! (God I’m full of it today) I’m rereading Twilight and have been converted to team Jake. Jacob Black = Steven Strait = yesplease<3
8. BONUS#5! Getting re-introduced to Gaia. It was brilliant.
9. Bonus number6 is a last minute add in: I also talked to Nathan last night. (Another one) It was good. (: Euhr… more on that later too. XD

The s t r a n g e s t thing that happened was :
There was this weird bug/butterfly/moth thing on the rocks outside Amanda’s house. I think it was dead.
Also, Amanda gave me a flower. (: It’s really pretty, and it actually smells nice.