I’m just really, really tired right now.

My eyes are sore, and I don’t have any regrets. I just wish I knew if everything turned out okay.

SAME! PAREILLE! MISMO!

sincere

   /sɪnˈsɪər/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [sin-seer] Show IPA

–adjective, -cer⋅er, -cer⋅est.

1. free of deceit, hypocrisy, or falseness; earnest: a sincere apology.

2. genuine; real: a sincere effort to improve; a sincere friend.

3. pure; unmixed; unadulterated.

4. obsolete. sound; unimpaired.

LeeLee says (12:01 AM):

LOL.
shuttup xD
I want to ride in his car.
I love doing that.
Quand c’est juste nous deux
because it feels different
sitting in the front seat of that car
when the night is out
and time doesn’t have a meaning
and the road is in front of us again and again, and we could go anywhere.
but the thing is
I dunno.
I don’t ever want to do that whole
marriage-sex-full on dating thing
you know how I ask people
if they would rather marry their best friend or the person they’ve been dating for 5 years?
I would rather take the best friend.
because all I want to do is feel safe, and I don’t care for anything else.
and I’ll be happy in that car. And not ask for anything more.

Sometimes, support can be found in strangers. In people you’ve never met before, and will most likely never speak to again.

But sometimes it’s good to have those moments, and be reminded that the world isn’t so full of shit. That sometimes help can be found in the most unlikely places, and in the most unlikely of forms. That sometimes, when someone from a bustling street offers you a helping hand, it isn’t a trick to steal your money.

Two people can understand each other, even if they’ve never seen each other. Just because their hands haven’t touched, just because they haven’t exchanged looks, just because they haven’t laughed over the same jokes, doesn’t mean they shouldn’t have anything to do with each. Maybe certain paths are meant to cross. Maybe one small moment can, just as the butterfly effect suggests, change everything.

Moral of the story:

I like the Internet. (:

Shanfacelove.

Lilian agrees with Shanface. There, not there, WTFTIME. 1:02 in the mornin’

Lilian needs her own Coojoe. [as prescribed by Dr.TranquilizerdartShanface, PhD.] 1:04 in the mornin’

Shannon is Dr. TranquilizerdartShanface, PhD. (How do you warm a toilet seat?) 1:15 in the mornin’

Lilian requests Dr.TranquilizerdartShanface Ph.D, give her her own Coojoe & toiletseatwarmer. 1:16 in the mornin’

Lilian is legit in NouilleYorke. 10:08 in the mornin’

Shannon assraping by museums? DAFOCK. 10:11 in the mornin’

Lilian would get legitimately assraped by pigeons&museums in NouilleYorke. Note to self: dictionary.com “subtle” for future reference. 10:12 in the mornin’

Shannon has seen the light! OUATTE. OUATTEEEEEEEE. 10:16 in the mornin’

Lilian : “YOU BETTER NOT KICK OUR ASSRAPING PIGEONS.” 10:24 in the mornin’

Shannon WON’T SAVE YOU FROM THE MUSEUMS EITHER. get some dry pants. OUATTE! 10:25 in the mornin’

Shannon WON’T SAVE YOU FROM THE MUSEUMS EITHER. get some dry pants. I ouant some tacos. 10:30 in the mornin’ -

Shannon just used lilian? 12:47 in the evenin’

Lilian is a robot made of steel&love for shanface, and doesn’t know how that could possibly begin to work. 12:47 in the evenin’

Shannon is such a hardcore mother. 12:50 in the evenin’

Lilian is a hardcore mother. 12:50 in the evenin’
Sally ouants to kick some piegons. Ouatte’s so wrong with that?

Judging people by their names.

OHAI.

Multiposts ftw.

LION

(23 juillet au 22 aout) pour le 21 février 2009

♥ Un événement des plus inattendus survient et provoque un surprenant revirement de situation! Cela signifie pour vous un renouveau important.

Hold.

À T=-292°C, PV=0. Dans PV=0, V ne peut être nul (nous n’aurions pas d’échantillon), ce doit être P qui est nulle. Si P est nul, ça veut dire que il n’y a pas de collisions de molécules sur les parois. Les molécules sont immobiles, donc il n’y a pas d’énergie cinétique.

J‘ai débalancé

De 4,76$.

Playlistlove

• James Yuill – No Surprise
• Mystery Jets – Two Doors Down
• Dararock – Fa fa fa
• Calvin Harris – The Girls
• Daft Punk – Prime time of your life
• Lady Gaga – Retro Physical
• Daft Punk – Robot Rock
• Mars Volta – Televators
• Daft Punk – Superheroes

Touchdown celebrations

Duck duck goose

I wish I could dance like this

Bowling

Collage

No Surprise

If you need me, I will run to you
And if you call me out of the blue I will run to catch you as you fall on me
And it’s no surprise that you’ll soon forget about me

If you want me, I will be right here
And if you want me you will notice me here

25 things about my sleeping habits

1. I can’t fall asleep resting on the left side of my face because of second ear piercing (although most times that’s the side I wake up on).
2. 99% of the time, I sleep with a pair of socks on.
3. I sleep with the bottom of the sheets curled under my feet, because I hate coldness of the end of the bed/breeze sobre mes pieds.
4. The open end of my pillowcase is placed on the left side. This is more out of habit than anything.
5. Every day for one year, I went to sleep listening to Fall Out Boy’s From Under the Cork Tree album.
6. Every day for six months, I went to sleep listening to My Chemical Romance’s Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge album.
7. Every day for six months, I went to sleep listening to Explosions in the Sky’s All of a Sudden I Miss Everyone album.
8. I sleep with one pillow, but two blankets&one duvet, even in the summer.
9. Until last year, I used to always sleep with the curtains open.
10. In the summer, I will sometimes randomly wake up at 2, 3, or 4 in the morning, sit upright, open the window, and look&listen until the sound of the city in the summer lulls me back to sleep. This’ll usually happen every twotothree days.
11. My cellphone must always be within arm’s reach when I fall asleep.
12. Sometimes I wake up in the morning with my cell open&lying under me. Wtf, sleeptexting much?
13. I always put a little vaseline on my lips before going to bed.
14. I can’t go to sleep with wet hair, but I always take a shower at night. (So I just end up waiting for an hour before creeping into bed.)
15. The only bed [other than my own] that I can fall asleep in easily is Amanda’s. …. Apart from when Beebs keeps sniffing at me, and licking my face, and being Beebs.
16. I love love LOVE being in cars in the summer before the A/C has kicked in, and the air is still thick&drowzy. Makes my head swim and sleepy and happy.
17. One of the simplest things in life that makes me happy is when I change the sheets after taking a shower, so I go to sleep surrounded by crisp, sweet-smelling freshness.
18. I don’t usually remember my dreams unless I’m interrupted&woken up by a text message.
19. Shannon used to be my alarm clock, texting me at 6 in the morning as she was in math class and using bacon as a threat if I didn’t get up&get ready for school soon. <3
20. When I was little, I used to sleep with my favorite books underneath my pillow. When I was little, I used to break a lot of book spines.
21. I have this thing where I love falling asleep in cars when they’re moving&the right music is playing.
22. I have never been able to fall asleep in class. Or in the daytime in general. It sucks.
23. Mr. Norrington = essential.
24. The walls surrounding my bed are full of things that remind me of my friends, because I sometimes like re-reading them things so that I can fall asleep happy.
25. My favorite duvet cover is my playboy ones, because the buttons at the bottom snap shut really well.  (:

Some words of wisdom from our friend, Ne-Yo‘s mother:

Don’t let the sun set on an argument.

Never wake up with yesterday’s drama on your back.

[courtesy of Mix96 Virgin Radio]

The first sentence of my first book:

and as the sun filtered through the window and heated the nape of my neck, I realized the whole thing had busted open like a split lip on a Sunday.

Friday, February 20 2009

LION (24 juillet – 23 aout)

Vous semblez insatisfait, déçu.. Ne perdez pas de temps à rêver, passez aux actes. $ Le train-train vous ennuie, employez la journée pour terminer ce qui traine depuis quelques semaines, vous serez débarassé. ♥ L’ambiance est lourde chez vous, profitez-en pour aller retrouver les amis, ce sera plus drole.

Facteur chance: * *

Facteur amour: *

Googlewhacking.

Well it obviously won’t work anymore with the existance of this new blog

But let it be said that before this was posted, entering ‘winsane neven’ in a google search bar only had one result.

(: [imsoproud]

I’m an endangered species.

Needless to say, this past week has been a rollercoaster ride.

I hate how silent my phone has become. Argh, argh, argh. How did things go so horribly wrong in the span on five days? I wish I could go back. To how we used to be. Nothing about this is fun – I don’t know what to think. I’ve only discovered one thing: that I was wrong. I thought I would only be able to care about Nathan that way. Turns out, I don’t care what you do. I’ll always forgive you, no matter what. Fine, ignore me all you want. Take your time, I’m patient. If you ever need anything, I’m here. I was honestly expecting our friendship to last at least another year, but it’s looking like it’s just becoming another relationship. I really don’t care what you do to me, as long as you know I’ll always be there for you. But how do I tell you that if your head is always turned?

I don’t know.

Happy Birthday.

winsanesurvey

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line 4:
‘… balances.The inherent discipline of unfettered markets would directly — according to the most optimistic — “

(The Collapse of Globalism, by John Ralston Saul)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
My mini-drawers -  full of pencils, jeans, earrings, cables, creams, etc.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I don’t watch TV? Although I’ve been watching a lot of Flight of the Conchords & Q.I on YouTube lately.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
Ohdamn. It’s so hard to resist looking.
10:05?

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
9:58. (phael.)

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My sister scraping the bottom of a pot. (Mmm, congee.)

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
About half an hour ago, I went outside to take out the recycling. IT’S SO WINDY.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Tons of music videos on YouTube. (I’m revamping Fred.)

9. What are you wearing?

1. long striped socks from Ardène
2. leggings from Urban Planet
3. dark blue jeans from Sirens
4. my favorite pair of undies- blue&orange from American Eagle Outfitters
5. emerald tanktop from Dynamite
6. mustard yellow V-neck tee from Urban Planet
7. Lemon&Lime t-shirt from Urban Behaviour
8. blue long-sleeved button-up from Smart Set
9. purple bra from Jacob Lingerie

10. Did you dream last night?
Had one of those in-between sleepytime dreams. It was horrible.

11. When did you last laugh?
When I think of laughing today, I think of

• sitting@the bench this morning with Fred/George/iPeed/Thomas and his physics book
• sitting with Josh@the bench in-between classes
• walking to the metro at the end of the day with Sharna, Josh, Jaymie, Chris

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?

• IGA calendar
• picture of me&Viv at the beach
• pictures of my friends (Shanface, Sammy&Bo, Nathan, etc.) – I want to put up a giant frame full of nouilleyorke pictures up soon
• giant sweet16 birthday card from Sylvia&Carmen (and its envelope)
• poster I did in sec5Bio of the système digestif d’une vache
• bigass poster of Knocked Up Grossesse Surprise
• icon collages from a while ago
• POSTERDAY POSTERS. ♥
• birthday card from Winsane, saying she didn’t have my gift yet
• birthday gift from Jess- drawing of Cars. (:
• my cork board of love&souvenirs
• an magnetic strip which is full of NewYorkelove

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Orphanage. D:

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
my first purchase would prolly be something from the school cafeteria, or a bus pass. LOL. What? It’s the end of the month soon.

I ALSO OUANT A SILENT KEYBOARD PLZ.

17. Tell me something about you that I don’t know about.
I really need to pee.
I like earrings.
I’ve (metaphorically) been feeling like a dysfunctional search&rescue dog for the past few days. I really, really don’t like it.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
World peace?
I’d make kids appreciate their childhood more. Nothing makes me more sick&frustrated than seeing little 10 year-old girls dress up sluttier than me (who is seven years their elder), and cake their face with shimmer&glitter&powders. Srsly. What’s so wrong with going down slides and playing in the mud?

19. Do you like to dance?
in changing rooms
yep.

20. George Bush:
flushed his fish down the toilet to set them free and find their rightful clownfish father.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
NEVEN LEDDY. Lol, if Winsane’s kid grows up with mine, they’re going to be Nora&Neven. Ho boy.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
I like Nathan. Or Charlie. But I dunno- I  haven’t really settled on one yet.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I want to go on a trip to Europe. (:
Go to Portugal, England forabit, Italy.
Then end up in Australia,
And finish in NewZealand. ♥

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the Pearly Gates?
“You’re not THAT tall.”

or

“Man, you really ARE tall.”

Happy Birthday to me.

   

 

 

fart.